I can’t imagine my life with anyone other than you, i pictured having children with you and marrying you. You were my rock, and now you’re gone alone, my rock has gone, and all my dreams for the future have vanished. I’ve been on dates and i have met so many new people, but none of them are you. I can’t picture my future anymore. I feel like i am at a brick wall that is too tall to climb over and too thick to break down, there is no way around it.. i am just stuck.
They say the best way to get over a breakup is to meet someone else, but isn’t that just a rebound? Then you turn into the dick hurting someone.. I don’t want to hurt anyone. I don’t want a rebound, I want love. True Love.
I feel lucky to know what love feels like, I believe I was in love but it wasn’t my destiny to be with you, fate must have something else in store for me.